oh man pls someone find me some reasons to smile and laugh like what i usually do last time. i dunno since when perhaps since i continue my journey in yr 2 i haven been happie... be it in class or in cca i dunno why i am easily emo?
been finding back my smile and the cheerful attitude i used to have for a long long time but still i can't... i think i need someone or some support then i long to have to find myself back... i can't tell my parents cause i dun think they really know what i am thinking and frens in sp are all so busy and when we have time we always talk abt serious stuffs. who will notice abt me not laughing and who give a damn i would say... i need to conquer this myself i think and no one can help me i guess...
i have alot of things i wanna do but first i hope that these wishes can come true...
- to get a gpa of at least 3.5
- not to fail any exams or mst in sp
- have fun during trainings and in cca
- find a fren who can really help me when i need them
- be a happier person and
- find back my happy going personality!
hopefully things listed there can be fulfiled. but how sia? i hope someone can really come into my life to help me ba... i cannot see the light so i need someone to enlighten me! haven feel so down before.. hiaz...
okie fine maybe i need some time to really recover from this. maybe after my mst i will work on it... give myself a break or whatever that can help...
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