haha guess everyone shld be mugging right now and here i am blogging what i wanna say ahah... went for the relay dualthon organised by the np canoeist, event wasn't that happening but i think the experience was fun! yeah with my teammate gx and together we form the double x! haha... yup the goodie bag was abit crap (pardon me) cause we are paying 18 bucks for the newurbanmale shirt which in the end i can't fit in cause i took L which is a guy fitting... sian can only wear as pyjamas i guess... hee... other stuffs inside are like things we get for orientation.. nvm at least i feel young cause it makes me feel i am a year 1 haha...
exams coming soon and i guess this time i'm gonna try my best so long i won't regret after every paper. 1st paper is on the 16 and then end on the 24. crap la everything is so cramp! papers are on 16, 17, 18, 22 and 24. 3 papers squeeze all on 3 days gonna kill alot of brain cells... i think i was so dumb la sleeping in the class during the whole 1 sem and now exam coming and i suffer! shit man i dun like this helpless feeling... it seems like u gonna ask ppl ard to teach la. but thanks to my wonderful senoir who is so willing to help me! haha thx alot ang!
i swear man i am gonna do better the next sem! i sort of plan out what i wanna aim for next term:
1) try not to nod my head during lectures
2) try to do turtorial
3) go for running at least 2 times a week
4) go to gym with eileen
5) train for standard chartered 21km run
6) lose weight
7) catch up with all my beloved frens
8) help the uic so she not so stress
9) plan new events for spa
haha sorrie ar miss peixuan is forever so greedy wanna do so many things ar... haha... frens ard me if u are reading this i think i need ur support and motivation! hee...
sian i miss my sec sch frens... i rmb i met annabel on the train when i went to visit the mpa for sea ex. we talked non stop from dover to tanjong pagar. i think my frens with me were stunned la for so much stuffs we can say... haha. i really miss the days when we had fun in class, gossip abt anyone, talking rubbish... i like the times we are so happie together.
now the time change when i look back everything are all past tense and when i want to be like that again i guess ppl might start saying i am childish? haha... frens are as crappy as usual nth change much i think is everyone way of viewing things aren't that much similar now. was reading vanessa blog, this is what she wrote: ppl turn ugly when it involved position and results. i totally agree... it so happen in my class and i am sick of it. last time when u fail ppl console u but now when u fail gd it's 1 more person less they are competing with. oh dear what has the world become to? is it so damn impt to compare result? why are smiles ard me so faked and everyone are not so real afterall. i like it when ppl treat me well sincerely like what we are taught in the good old childhood days. but since when everyone are so into their success that they turn so much ugly. it's so sad whenever i step into my class. education is no longer learning it's view in a way that the betta u score the further u go? is that what the moe wants? what the hell jc students mugging like crazy and they totally forget what's studying all about? there's no passion in study now it's like study for the sake of it. i dunno if anyone agree with me but i personally feels that... oops am i criticising sth bad pls dun sue me..
anyway this is what i feel u may feel the same or may feel different. not important its just a comment. with so much fake scenes ard i totally feel so sick lucky got sth to look forward to which is my cca. haha at least there i know what fun really is! haha...
okie i think i betta stop here if not it's getting long for this entry. i hope my exams will turn out fine and i dun need to cry after i receive all my results. haha hope everything will turn out fine in life. sth had taught me to look on a brighter side and to treasure what u have now. ya so i'll end here and good luck to everyone that are having exams this month. haha all the best! jia you and take care! =P
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